alex's plea

[flowerchild27]

cold and dark are the closed eyes.
all that's left are your untold lies.
sit and wait for my hour to come.
it's all because of what you've done.
slipping away, i welcome the pain.
regret falls over me once again.
simplicity lost and the angel fallen.
from what i see the blackness has fallen.
open up my eyes to see your face.
then you lay me down in my grave.
sweet melody that i once sung.
lingers in the air.
feel the tears roll down my cheek.
my time has come my dear.

[flowerchild27]

alex's plea 2
i stare into space.
exsistince such a waste.
if i am willing to die.
why can't i?
lego's built high.
the tower falls down.
i fell off the edge.
dropping down to the ground.
hoping the pain will end me.
as the lego hits the ground as do i.
and again i'm left drowning.
tears fall the more i think.
i think i am used to the falling.
but as i awake i see it for what it truley is a fantasy.
of which i hope to make reality.
someday.

[flowerchild27]

alex's plea 3
drunken lies.
you beat me.
you hurt me.
you alone scarred me.
but you still call yourself a friend?
how dare you!
your the reason for my end!
yet i must thank you.
because you see, you've made me realize true pain.
although i hate you.
you can tell.
i hope you burn in hell!
my brother.

[PunkWhore]

Those are awesome, Alex! Woot! Go you!

lego's built high.

*snort* Legos kick ass.

[flowerchild27]

legos all the way!!!

[flowerchild27]

alex's plea 4
woke to the screaming in my mind.
your faces haunts my dreams.
i haven't slept since god knows when.
when will the torture end?
night falls and i am left shaking.
for i am afraid of the dark.
i cry myself to sleep that night.
yet i do not sleep.
instead i die a little inside.
the moon falls over the bed.
i sit alert and i hear your voice.
i wake disbeliving that i have slept.
yet it was all a dream.

[flowerchild27]

alex's plea 5
i take away the pain.
yet i add more to your life.
ironic how the system works.
i kill myself to cease the lies.
yet i add more to your life.
ironic how the system works.
i betray all i loved.
just to see you crumble.
you hurt me and i do you.
payback is a bitch.
but as i think the more you fall.
and i do not regret it.
it is your fault.
you should have not lied.
for you have caused your own pain.
i laugh at you.
you little girls.
now you know my pain.

[flowerchild27]

alex's plea 5 was written for my two ex-friends kari smith and ashley seifert....screw those bitches!!

[allpowerfulamanda]

Legos? *shakes head* why do I converse with you crazy people? Nice ones, Duck. *thumbs up*

[flowerchild27]

alex's plea 6
it's an unwritten law that i hate myself.
yet where is it written that you should ignore me?
when i am in my room, all alone.
Why is it you that i think of?
i hate you so much yet i can't get enough of you.
why do i try so hard to impress you?
when you just look away.
i cry inside because of you.
yet all you see is the plastered smile.
my fakeness lies inside your eyes.
and you will never know the truth.

[flowerchild27]

alex's plea 7
inside the heart breaks.
and leaves the mortal cold.
leaves her innocence smuldered.
by the flame of destruction.
kills her softly.
yet she is screaming inside.
god cannot help her.
for she chose to die.
unconcouis now is the broken child.
left her body and is traveling through hell.
the blackness consumes her.
and envlopes her brain.
she awakes, and relives it again.

[flowerchild27]

beautiful disappointment

i was the biggest mistake that you ever made.
i only held my head high when there were people to degrade.
i can't stand on my own, can't bear to be alone.
i am your beautiful disappointment.
shattered inside i wish i could die.
yet i can't find a motive.
except for you two, the bond came unglued.
i was never your perfect child.
i was always a rebel looking in.
when i tried to spak my mind, i got the silent treatment.
the things you bought me was your sort of love.
but when i showed affection you turned down the hug.
i was the biggest mistake you ever made.
i only held my head high when there were peolple to degrade.
i can't stand onmy own, can't bear to be alone.
i am your beautiful disappointment.
don't be ashamed of the mistakes you made.
how you broke down your daughter.
how i was never given an oppurtunity to be me -guitar solo-
i know you loved me, i know you cared.
but you could have showed it better.
I am okay to this very day.
but i can't help remembering, that i am your,
beautiful disappointment.

[flowerchild27]

you stael anything on this board and you die. you have been warned

[PunkWhore]

alex's plea 7
inside the heart breaks.
and leaves the mortal cold.
leaves her innocence smuldered.
by the flame of destruction.
kills her softly.
yet she is screaming inside.
god cannot help her.
for she chose to die.
unconcouis now is the broken child.
left her body and is traveling through hell.
the blackness consumes her.
and envlopes her brain.
she awakes, and relives it again.

Dude, that fucking kicks major ass. Can I like...borrow that or something? That should be a fucking song, dammit!

[flowerchild27]

alex's plea 8
say good night.
to the soul.
and break down in tears.
say goodbye to the girl.
who you forgot.
don't forgive me.
for i have sinned.
i hurt myself.
all over again.
come into the black.
and let go of life.
don't forget the girl.
who killed herself.