Sam's Songs

[PunkWhore]

I have way too much free time *lol* So, I just write songs all the damn time. Here are a few...

"Ode to the Affair"

I'm not all right
And it's all your fault
Nobody likes you
All you love is yourself

An open sore bleeds when you're bored
You hang yourself with a broken cord
A loveless pit of dark and cold
Houses a heart useless and old

Drenched to the bone
Just fucking take me home

So many scores that she feels like a whore
That old divorce is such a bore
Paint over my bloody heart
You make it look like a work of art

Drenched to the bone
Just fucking take me home

Kill me fast to save some time
You take a break to watch me cry
Fuck you and your nasty smile
Feel some pain just for a while

Drenched to the bone
Just fucking take me home

Have you heard this bullshit all before?
About the lover and the self-centered whore?
Like bad meat, my heart begins to decay
He didn't love me anyway

Drenched to the bone
Just fucking take me home

Fuck you, I wanna be alone

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"The Final Goodnight"

Gone, never to return
Screaming in silence to awake the dead
Like the past, it burns
A hole through my heart, out through my head

Would I kill for you?
Would I die for you?
Answers unknown, but I'll be right here
Awaiting the final goodnight

Farewell to my love
Goodnight, hopeless state
Please be beside me when I awake

Lost without your
Hand guiding me through the darkest night
Eyes closed, I'm torn
Pieces of me between darkness and light

Would I kill for you?
Would I die for you?
Answers unknown, but I'll be right here
Awaiting the final goodnight

Farewell to my love
Goodnight, hopeless state
Please be beside me when I awake

Angels die for you
Bleed me of the sight of you
Please grant me one last word

Hold me tight
As we come to the end, you know
It won't help to fight
Be that as it may, don't let me go

Farewell to my love
Goodnight, hopeless state
Please be beside me when I awake
Answers unknown, but I'm still here
Awaiting the return, but you're not here
Be that as it may, I'll be right here
Awaiting the final goodnight
Be that as it may, don't let me go

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"Interlude"

Since we kissed goodbye
I feel dead inside
Sweet, harmless lies
Paint the dark of night

Angels of the dark
I'm afraid of the dark

Let me die, O angel of mine
Kill me now, I'm through

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All songs are property of Samantha B. All theives will be severely punished. Remember, you steal, you die.

[PunkWhore]

More songs! FWEE!

"Misery"

'Never forget me, my love'
Do you remember what she said
On her cold deathbed?

There's nothing that lies above
No good or hope to sell
She hopes you love yourself in hell

She walked alone through the acid rain
The neon lights above her head
Make her wonder if she's dead

She cuts herself to kill the pain
Do you see what you put her through
Now the blame can be put on you

Tonight, tonight
She takes her last breath of life
She's dead on the floor
Something you can't ignore
She kills herself tonight

Hanging on by a single thread
He never wanted to stay
She'd lost her mind anyway

He feels so cold alone in bed
With a feeling he can't hide
Guilt is eating away at his insides

Tonight, tonight
She takes her last breath of life
She's dead on the floor
Something you can't ignore
She kills herself tonight

He feels that he's the one to blame
After she gave up on life
He killed himself last night

Tonight, tonight
She takes her last breath of life
She's dead on the floor
Something you can't ignore
She kills herself tonight

She laughs and calls his name
Asks if he loves himself in hell
'My love, don't you feel well?'

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"The Song You Sing"

From nothing blooms greatness
But can you stay forever?
Brave the cold winter
Silence the word 'never'

Don't speak of your faults
Illustrate your answer
Don't lose yourself
Don't become your own cancer

So God bless you all
For the song you sing to me
We'll all break your fall
We all know it's meant to be

It's so strange for me
To see you weeping
But I can breathe again
With inspiration I'm keeping

So God bless you all
For the song you sing to me
We'll all break your fall
We all know it's meant to be

You can't fall from grace
There is such a place
Where you're never alone

So God bless you all
For the song you sing to me
We'll all break your fall
We all know it's meant to be

Have you wanted more?
Can you still recall what you see?
Have you wept before
To the song you sing to me?

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"To You, From Me"

Don't you wish you had a life
Just like a normal asshole?
Now you've got to dig yourself
Out of this barren shit hole

Feels just like a virus came
To eat away at my insides
I can hear you speak of me
And what fun my pain can provide

Hey, get away
Hey, what a shame

Drain me of this toxic gift
You call your love forever
Cough me up and take some pills
To kill me, you would never

Take some time to rape me
Whenever you feel so lonely
Fall asleep with thoughts of me
As you whisper, 'If only'

Hey, get away
Hey, what a shame

What am I to do
With a shit like you?
What do you go through
To make me want you?
Love Anonymous, I love you

Trust me with your life, my dead
I'll make sure you feel some pain
Turn and face the wall
Repeat these words, 'I am a stain'

Love Anonymous, I love you
Love Vengeful, I hate you

Shit!

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All songs are property of Samantha B. All theives will be severely punished. Remember, you steal, you die.

[PunkWhore]

Woot! Finally, a new song!

"Angels Unknown"

There's nobody here but me
I'm feeling cold and numb
Drained of all my ecstacy
To be left with apathy and misery

Where did you go?
Why did you leave?
Did I really bore you to death?
Well, I've bred the death of me

Give me novacaine for my eyes
For these bright lights are killing me
Burning me, and haunting me
Like a revolver in disguise
Can angels really kill you?

I am nobody today
I'm feeling lost and scared
You don't really need to stay
I'll keep my tears at bay, just like yesterday

Where did you go?
Why did you leave?
Did I really bore you to death?
Well, I've bred the death of me

Give my novacaine for my eyes
For these bright lights are killing me
Burning me, and haunting me
Like a revolver in disguise
Can angels really kill you?

Everything will be all right
Everything will be all right

You're not the only one who lied
I still love you, but I don't miss you

Give me novacaine for my eyes
For these bright lights are killing me
Burning me, and haunting me
Like a revolver in disguise
Can angels really kill you?

This sedative doesn't work
I can still feel you
I still need you
Can angels really die?